Alex (morbid_me) wrote,
Alex
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Unconscious, or am I conscious?

Invisible Wounds - Fear Factory

Dark bodies floating in darkness
No sign of light ever given
Imprisoned in a world without a memory
Unconscious, or am I conscious?
Cut from the heart I am part of
Sometimes I feel as though I’m frozen in heaven

And I saw my own face in the dark and loneliness
And I saw my own face like a spark frozen in heaven

In dreams I see myself flying
Closer to the sun, and I’m climbing
Tried to touch the sun
But the brightness burned my eyes
Unconscious, or am I conscious?
Fell from the sky like a star
Sometimes I feel as though I’m frozen in heaven

And I saw my own face in the dark and loneliness
And I saw my own face like a spark

Dark
My life was so dark...
My mind was so dark...
Everything was dark

Unconscious, or am I conscious?
Fell from the sky like a star
Sometimes I feel as though I’m frozen in heaven

And I saw my own face in the dark and loneliness
And I saw my own face like a spark frozen in heaven
Dark bodies floating in darkness...

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Everything just seems so hectic at the moment. It's like I'm stuck in this horrible time warp, and things are going by way too fast. So many things that havent been said. So many things I havent done yet. There's just so many things I'm not ready for! But at the same time..

GET ME THE HELL OUT OF HERE!

ARRRGH! I'm so frustrated at the moment and I dont know why!!! I feel lonely at the moment. I want to hang out with someone.. but there is no one.. so I'm screwed at the moment lol. Though Lindsey is prooving to be great company (as always! ^_^ Thank you Lindsey!)

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o.0 Wow, you learn something new every night...
A Convo with me and Lindsey:

Wind (11:00:17 PM): Feline..Tish..
Wind (11:00:19 PM): She gave me a dental dam XD

Michiru25 (11:00:26 PM): huh? lol

Wind (11:00:27 PM): And said, "I'm just lookin out for my baby D!"
Wind (11:00:31 PM): ..Dental dam!

Michiru25 (11:00:36 PM): ...
Michiru25 (11:00:43 PM): *sweatdrop*

Wind (11:01:01 PM): XDDD
Wind (11:01:13 PM): I thought it was cute
Wind (11:01:22 PM): It's vanilla flavored!
Wind (11:01:25 PM): lmao

Michiru25 (11:03:39 PM): what.. is it?!?!?
Michiru25 (11:03:46 PM): oooOOOooooo vanilla...

Wind (11:03:53 PM): lol
Wind (11:03:56 PM): A dental dam??
Wind (11:03:57 PM): Oh god!
Wind (11:04:00 PM): It's like the lesbian verison of a condom
Wind (11:04:01 PM): XDDDDD

Michiru25 (11:04:06 PM): lmao
Michiru25 (11:04:09 PM): how so?

Wind (11:04:21 PM): If you're like
Wind (11:04:26 PM): Eating a girl out, to put it crudely

Michiru25 (11:04:31 PM): yeah...

Wind (11:04:32 PM): You put that over her.. yunno
Wind (11:04:32 PM): Or..
Wind (11:04:37 PM): You put it over your mouth
Wind (11:04:39 PM): Or tongue or..whatever

Michiru25 (11:04:42 PM): ...

Wind (11:04:47 PM): I...wouldn't ever use it
Wind (11:04:52 PM): It's SO much fun to have it
Wind (11:04:52 PM): But..
Wind (11:04:54 PM): No.

Michiru25 (11:04:59 PM): so it's like.. a tounge condom?

Wind (11:05:12 PM): lol Sorta. You just sorta have it between you and the girl.
Wind (11:04:56 PM): I .. like...the taste..
Wind (11:04:57 PM): And..
Wind (11:05:00 PM): The feel..

Michiru25 (11:05:11 PM): you tasted it?!?!

Wind (11:05:13 PM): No!!
Wind (11:05:16 PM): I like the taste of GIRLS
Wind (11:05:20 PM): Which is why I wouldn't ever use one

Michiru25 (11:05:38 PM): lol
Michiru25 (11:05:46 PM): alright... *snickers*


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lmao- I feel better ^_^

Lindsey might actually be comeing down again in like... 10 days lol. That would be so kick ass.. Originally I was supposed to go up there.. and my mum was all cool with it.. but then she wanted me to stay home on account of the accutane cuz she wanted to see how I would react to it and what not.. ANYWAY! *rolls eyes* Lindsey might be coming down here.. it's not exactly a definate though.. but it would definately kick much ass! XD

*sighs* I'm in one of those moods... where.. I dont feel like contacting people.. but I want them to contact me? lol, stupid I know. I blame this on going to bed late, waking up early, sitting on hard ass bleachers all morning, and then being in a car for about 3 hours coming home. I guess being in a car that long drains me..? I dunno. Someone save me.

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Before college.. I want to get together with everyone.. One day I wanna just hang out with Brandon, Jess and Amanda.. and another day devoted all to Mac, and Mike, and Kristi and Lucas etc... *sighs*

I stand by my current statement, "Someone save me"
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